life is in a mess again...
this is because, life seem so lost without you by my side...
life seem so meaningless with you...
everything seem like its gone overnight...
i tried my best to get over you, but yet, it failed again and again...
i tried my best not to think of you, but it failed, again and again...
i did all i could do to keep myself occupied...
reading, dancing, talking to some other guys, hanging out with friends...
ultimately, it still didn't work...
i reallly how long more i could survive without you...
maybe, one day you wouldn't see me in sch...
tat is cuz, i would alr be dead by then...
i really dunno how to get over you...
this shows how impt you are in my life...
this shows how much i love you and i always did....
maybe, you think i didnt love you so but i can tel you tat i always did...
maybe, you think i didnt cared for you, but i always did...
maybe, you think i didnt appreciate wad you have done for me, but i will always did...
remembering all that you have done for me, all tat you have given me...
maybe, you think i didnt try to make you happy, but i always did...
i am always trying my best...
i am always trying to keep this going...
i dun wan this to end...
but yet, you put a stop to it...
leaving me stranded at some place...
i am all alone, yet to find someone to save me...
i hope, one day you would be back to save me...
tat you would not leave me alone, ever again...
if you ever read this post, do know tat, I LOVE YOU...
and, i nvr given up on you, as much as you did on me...
and i have nvr blame you for anything you have done to me...
all this i am going through now, i did it willingly...
-ashley-