it is right to dream isn't it?
sometimes, things which ain't suppose to be yours will nvr be yours...
why do i say that?
honestly, i am jus being emo...
i have no idea why...
we used to be very very close...
we talk, over the phone for many hrs, we sms everyday and we cared for each other...
but overnight, it's gone...
you said you were disrupting my life but you wasn't...
you left me without a work once again...
leaving without a words means that i will jus give up?
nope...
i am determined to keep my word and i hope you keep yours too...
i really want the hearts but i know tat it is impossible for you to do smth yet again for me...
i know tat times are different now...
i know tat i didn't treasure you well enough...
i know tat it's foolish of me to start regretting now...
cuz, no matter how much i regret, how much i show to you my repentance, you will nvr forgive me again...
i really hope things will get bettter for us...
i really hope you are doing fine and coping well...
-ashley-