again, it's happening...
my life is in a mess once again, thanks to you...
i am definitely not blaming you for wad you have done to me...
it's all abt the trust we've built up these few months...
sometimes, i really dun understand wad you are thinking abt...
all i've given you, all i've done for you seems to be not enough...
it seems as though you've given me more right?
actually, you are totally wrong...
i think i did give in alot too or even more...
for you, i lose my friends...
for you, i gave up making friends with them jus cuz you didnt like it...
for you, i gave up dancing in order to accompany you...
for you, i even have so sacrifice my recreational time to help you do things...
i realize...
it's jus a feel conversations and you are like this alr...
time after time, hacking into my account, hacking into my phone...
jus to know wad you shld'nt know...
secrets are meant to be secrets...
dun you understand?
now, things aint secrets anymore...
i dunno if this is a good sign...
but, dun you feel tat we are drifting further and further apart...
it doesnt seem as though you understand me anymore...
it doesnt seem as though i understand you anymore...
things seem to change for the both of us...
you and i...
-ashley-