i hate living in tis world...
everything seem to be goin the wrong way...
getting scoldings, being controlled...
this isnt the life i wanna to lead...
life seem meaningless...
no one really understands me...
sometimes, dying would be wad i wan...
ending my life would mak me so much happier...
why must we live?
why must we even hav a chance to live?
for me, i would rather not live...
i dun wanna to live in this world...
i wanna to die...
i really hate living!!!

-Ashley-


this blog is really dead...
decided to post and talk about my life...
actually, nth really happen...
jus some minor probs which are settled...
i dun wanna to talk abt them alr...
it's all over and no point brooding over them...
now, i am very happy to hav Ranchel, Jessica, Sharmine, Crystal and Jing Yi with me...
still got Donovan...
den kor is still always with me...
one more, shuxuan...
so i am alr considered as a very lucky child...

den sept holidays are coming soon...
wad do i hav to do?
of cuz is to study and work hard for end of yr...
i cant possibly fail sci again...
i failed my physics so, i cant fail chemistry and biology...
gotta work hard and strive hard...
see if i could really study anot...

i gtg... to all my frenz out there,
I LOVE YOU!

-Ashley-