school was a total failure today...
sitting beside the 2boys was as though living in hell...
sorry but i cant help myself but to say tat...
one is lik super annoying and the other one... super QUIET!
whoa... i really dunno how i am gonna survive with them...
den when we do pair work, xinze jus do it himself...
which means, i gotta do it myself...
pair work became some kinda individual work...
i was super pissed...
so stone the whole eng lesson...
ms ranita was lik very concerned abt jaydee and i...
so she allowed daryl and i to change places during eng lesson...
yay! no nid face 2boys...
ah ya... it's only eng period... better then nth...
den many things goin on...
i dun wan to cry again... really dun...
crying is useless... mak me feel worst...
so i guess i will hav to be happy from today on...
jus bear with the guys and treasure wad i hav now...
cuz i dunno when i am gonna lose them...

*but no matter wad, jaydee, rachel, shuxuan, val and kor, i will always be there for you all... no matter wad happen... especially shuxuan... i dun blame you for wad you hav done to me... i jus wan to see you happy and i am satisfied... you will always hav me by your side... being there for you when needed... same to the rest... if you all nid me, i will sure be there for you all kay? jus be happy and love life... everything is unpredictable so jus enjoy and treasure wad you hav now...

-Ashley-