sorry for not posting for a really long time...
things arent very well in school...
everything is getting out of place...
didnt really bother to do anythin...
actually is dun wanna to...
ah ya... let's not talk abt the unhappy stuff...

had 2tests in a row today...
first was geog...
some kinda map reading thingy...
some ques, i dun even noe wad is the ques talking abt...
jus try my best to and it...
den was chi test...
was kinda hard...
wasnt really prepared for it...
didnt noe how to do alot of ques...
ah ya... anyway i was prepared to fail tat test...
so it's kinda alright...

nth else happened...
but i am sick now...
having a fever but actually its okay alr...
cant go to school tmr... haiz...
maybe i shld stay at home and rest for a day...
den wed go to school and be prepared for stuff to happen again...
but for now, guess i shld be happy and stay happy...

-Ashley-


school was a total failure today...
sitting beside the 2boys was as though living in hell...
sorry but i cant help myself but to say tat...
one is lik super annoying and the other one... super QUIET!
whoa... i really dunno how i am gonna survive with them...
den when we do pair work, xinze jus do it himself...
which means, i gotta do it myself...
pair work became some kinda individual work...
i was super pissed...
so stone the whole eng lesson...
ms ranita was lik very concerned abt jaydee and i...
so she allowed daryl and i to change places during eng lesson...
yay! no nid face 2boys...
ah ya... it's only eng period... better then nth...
den many things goin on...
i dun wan to cry again... really dun...
crying is useless... mak me feel worst...
so i guess i will hav to be happy from today on...
jus bear with the guys and treasure wad i hav now...
cuz i dunno when i am gonna lose them...

*but no matter wad, jaydee, rachel, shuxuan, val and kor, i will always be there for you all... no matter wad happen... especially shuxuan... i dun blame you for wad you hav done to me... i jus wan to see you happy and i am satisfied... you will always hav me by your side... being there for you when needed... same to the rest... if you all nid me, i will sure be there for you all kay? jus be happy and love life... everything is unpredictable so jus enjoy and treasure wad you hav now...

-Ashley-


many things are happening in school these days...
i am confused once again...
life is kinda a total disaster these days...
there are many things tat went kinda wrong today...
our seats are now changed...
class is lik a total mess...
it's lik why cant we jus sit how we use to sit?
jus tat it's boy and girl...
instead of girl and girl, boy and boy...
the arrangement now is kinda a disaster...
i am not saying tat i am not happy with who i sit with...
it's jus tat i am kinda very closed to the board and i cant see well...
cuz of the sunlight...
my eyes got alot of probs... haiz...
oh ya...
i got daryl on my left and xinze on my right...
whoa... very nice right?! haiz...
anyway i guess the both of them would be pissed by me...
hahahahahahaha...
jaydee and rach are both one seat away from me...
my row it's lik, as in the 4 of us, jaydee, daryl, me and xinze...
girl boy girl boy...
ms cheng's wish...
den, for chem my lab partner is yulian...
another shocking news... very shocking one...
it seems tat i gotta sit with boys and work with boys now...
from lab to class...
cuz if we go group work or pair work jaydee and i gotta work with tat 2 boys...
ah ya... nvm... got jaydee and rach near me can alr...
heehee... den val is coming to it...
haha... i am insane...
nvm, tmr if can, i ask wenqi, xuexiao and shiying to move back den we can move back too...
i am naughty...
school is tiring these days but FUN!!!
and we got counselled today...
cuz of our attitude studying and teachers...
whoa... nice one... heehee...
anyway it was kinda a short one so nvm...
now, there is no more shuxuan in front of me!!! haiz...

-Ashley-


today is a school holiday...
well, i guess it's not a holiday for me...
had been doin alot of things since morning...
wad i had been doin?
haha... guess... tuition? study? hw?
haiz... so wish i can go to school...
at least school is a better place...
can see my frenz, play with them and hav alot of fun with them...
den we can laugh and fool around...
piss teacher and many more...
ah ya...
it's jus a day of holiday...
there is school tmr...
den i would be able to see my frenz...
so, jus stay positive and be happy...
tmr will be a better day cuz there's school...
but, i cant find the d&t sketchbook...
gotta go buy...
dunno where i keep it... haha...
anyway if cannot manage to buy one, guess mr peck wont scold...
heehee...
i am naughty...

anyway, must be happy!
can see my frenz tmr...
haha...
i miss all of you and love you!!

-Ashley-


i am finally blogging again...
sorry for not posting for a very long time...
was very busy with schoolwork and settling some stuff...
didnt hav time to post...
another reason was tat i didnt hav mood to post...
wasnt in gd condition...
cuz of the fall...
it hurts alot the first few days...
but it's better now... yay!

okay, this term it change alot of teachers...
i miss those teachers who were with me for the last 2 terms!!!
haiz... but no choice...
den i wan ms cheng back as my form teacher!!!
i miss her alot alot...
mdm tham too!
no more home econs, no more mam tham too!
but it's alright...
d&t teacher mr peck is nice too!
haha... ya, he is nice...
our level master... super friendly!
but, the new chi teacher is mean!
she made us sign a contract, to listen to her and do her hw diligently...
as though we are criminals...
if we jus kinda talk a little in class, she will use the contract to threaten us...
whoa... she's such a nice teacher... (it's meant to be sarcastic)
e-lit teacher very opera lik... still prefer GWEE!!!
i wan him BACK!!! haha... cuz he let us play during his lesson...
this teacher really gotta listen to her lesson...
i also wanna ms tan back!
why must she go for course? why?
i miss her and i love her!!
the rest of the teachers ae kinda the same...
but i kinda miss wad i hav in the past...
Ms Cheng as our form, mdm tham as co-form, ms tan, lin jia jing, GWEE...
guess tat's all the teachers i kinda lose and wanna them back!
if time can go backwards, i will appreciate them?
i will! haiz...
too bad, it's over...

-Ashley-