had been really unlucky these 2 days... once i come back from phuket only, things doesnt seem to be goin the right way... haiz... but, things are destined to happen... you cant help it and you cant expect wad will happen next... i guess?

feeling very down these 2 days... really dunno wad will happen nxt... life is totally unpredictable... many things goin on... ppl around me, most of them are kinda sad... some of them are injured... wad's goin on? i dunno... but it seems tat once i come back, nth seem to be goin the right way...

of i can choose, i would rather not come back... prefer to stay in phuket... at least i wont hav to face all the probs... once again... i hate facing probs... especially when i am alone... i would rather be happy... mayb i am someone tat lik to run away from things... especially unhappy ones... but, i would still hav to face them eventually... so... haiz...

i dun wan to think alr... the more i think, the more i feel sad... themore i am confused... so, i'll jus let nature takes its cause... let things happen naturally... see how i can settle them... sui ji ying bian...

-Ashley-