school reopens today...
but i didnt go to school...
one reason is cuz of my injuries...
the other is cuz i woke up early in the morning feeling faint...
almost fainted in my room while i was cleansing my wounds...
dunno wads wrong with me...
maybe cuz i am scared to go to school and fall again...
maybe cuz i am scared to be with my frenz...
i really dunno why i was feeling faint jus now...
but at least i am feeling better now...
tat shld be better...
i guess and hope i can go to school tmr...
i really wan to go to school...
staying at home is bored bored bored!!!
how i wish i am in school now...
nvm... i will be able to go to school tmr...
jus think positive and be proactive...
and one more thing, I MISS MY FRENZ!!!
LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!

-Ashley-


it's 1am and i'm blogging... surprised right? haha
i'm preparing not to slp tonight...
dunno if i could...
i wanna do stuff and talk to my frenz!!!
so i'm keeping myself awake...

had been chionging hw these days...
i'm naughty right?
later will continue...
but first, let me play till all i wanna...
hahahahahaha....
i miss playing!!!

i wan go play alr...
later in the evening still got ballet...
i'll be sleeping there... as usual...

-Ashley-


todays is father's day...
do anyone of you all hav smth to say?
well, i do...
i wish all father's in a world a VERY HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
i really hope tat all fathers can pass this day happily...
with their beloved and their children...
hav lots of fun celebrating today...

spent almost the whole day keeping my grandma today...
was kinda very very bored...
nth better to do...
didnt feel lik oning the com...
so jus did nth...

went to changi to hav dinner...
only 2 families and my grandparents...
2of my uncles are not in sin, the other one was at a wedding dinner...
so left lik 10 of us only...
but we enjoyed ourselves very much...
had alot of fun!
haha...

-Ashley-


blogging again... had been really busy these days...
haha... busy with wad?
of cuz, goin out...
had been goin out for the past few days...
with my mum, cch frenz and ballet frenz!!!

sun 14/6/09
i went cineleisure to watch dance subaru with huixin and my mum...
it was very nice...
the girl had overcame many deaths and obstacles before she became a dancer...
a real ballet dancer who won a dance competition...
it was really a very gd show done...
it's jus tat the ending was kinda weird...
but overall, it was nice...

mon 15/6/09
went back to school for guides...
a kinda waste of my time...
senior was pushing us really very hard...
wad exactly do they want?
we are jus sec ones... cant they go easy on us?
haiz... had a really bad headache... dunno why...
guides is seriously not fun these days...

tues 16/6/09
haha... wen out to study with valerie and hwaming...
had so much fun studying together...
joking and playing and doin work at the same time...
we went century square for lunch after a kinda long time studying...
on the way, saw many of my family members...
haha... kinda funny... most of them were there today...
so coincidental...
went back to the library after lunch...
started studying again...
see, we do gd... study... haha... jkjk...
had alot of fun studying together...
i actually did work kay? do considered as studying...

wed 17/6/09
went out again... to ehub... with my ballet frenz...
had super alot of fun...
we were goin crazy... talking crap...
then kinda gossipping... but crystal say tat we are talking facts...
not gossipping... haha...
went to watch hannah montana the movie...
it was nice and kinda touching... haha...
den went to tak neoprint... meddling with the machines...
had super alot of fun...
den saw hwaming and adrain in the arcade...
valerie went to giv him a 50cent coin... super funny...
cuz we were playing with it... den nobody wanna tak it...
jus nice they were walking out so val gav it to him...
we had super loads of fun playing, fooling around... haha...
but smth bad happened during ballet...
haiz... dun wan to talk abt it... spoil my mood...

haha... had been goin out these few days... i'm naughty... well, i guess i'm gonna stay home and go hw today... haha... must complete my hw...

-Ashley-






i'm blogging again... and, there are many things goin on...
many many many things...
there are happy stuff and sad stuff which are happening in my life...
but of cuz, happy stuff will come first on my blog...
abt unhappy things, i'll not talk abt them...
cuz wad i wan is to live on happily...

i went out on thurs... with cchms frenz...
rachel, valerie, hwaming, jeff, kelvin and 2 other ppl which didnt talk to us...
pissed with them...
anyway we had alot of fun on the way to the sci centre...
all cuz of val's forgetfulness, we gotta wait for tat dinosaur...
if not, we would hav been at jurong much much earlier...
while we were walking to sci centre, was chatting with rachel, val and kelvin...
had super alot of fun...
bought tickets and to my surprise there were so many ppl in the sci centre...
i mean 'small children'... kindergarten ppl... i'm mean...
went for the da vinci exhibition...
i was amazed by the stuff there... although i didnt really read the book...
kelvin was even more amazed by me...
hwaming and jeff was having alot of fun...
playing and looking at the stuff there...
we kinda created chaos there... haha... we ROCK!!!
proceeded to for the sea monster movie at the omni-max theatre...
rachel was complaining tat she was hungry... haha... but we didnt allow her to eat...
during the see monster thing, i was sitting beside kelvin...
i guess i pissed him off...
wadeva monster they introduced, i told him tat it was him...
super funny... but, in the end, he fell asleep... haha...
was pissed with many ppl...
they didnt wan to go to vivo so val and i wanted to go home...
but in the end, they were convinced to go to marina...
while walking back, i was trying to pissed hwaming...
super fun... but he isnt easily pissed...
i realized tat we share many things in common... hahahahaha...
trying to piss ppl us really fun but if you cant, it's fustrating...
den, on the mrt, i tried talking pic of everyone...
kelvin was hard to take pic of... he didnt wan to let me tak a shot of him...
decided to change my target to hwaming...
he let me tak unglam pics of him... took many of them but deleted them most of them alr...
haha... took alot of pics... will try to post them... haha...
but if you all wanna see pics, can go to rachel blog...
overall, i had alot alot of fun playing and fooling around...
with all my frenz...
THEY ROCK MY LIFE!!!
jaydee, why didnt you go???!!!

abt the unhappy things tat are happening recently, i'm really trying my best not to think abt them... it's kinda ruining me... so, i guess i really gotta be happy!!! BEING HAPPY is wad i'm suppose to do NOW!!! i really wanna to be happy!!! i really gotta thank rachel, valerie, shuxuan and kor for always being there for me... listening to me and helping me alot alot... A VERY BIG THANK YOU!!! and to ppl tat stayed by me too, thanks alot...

I LOVE MY FRENZ!!!
-Ashley-


i'm tired... i'm exhausted...
not enough rest these days...
i find that i am happier when i can go to school...
i find tat i dun feel so tired when i am in school...
but wad i am doin now, will help me in the nxt term...
haiz...

i had been studying for these 2 days...
actually, i went for tuition...
ytd was 8am to 5pm...
today, it ended earlier than usual... haha..

i dun lik studying... seriously...
i am not the study type... haha...
i prefer playing and having fun...
but i cant... cuz... dunno wad is that idiom...
forget alr... my eng sucks!

i kinda feel very sad today... dunno why...
i forgotten to do alot of things...
nobody to remind me... sobs...
haiz... i'm really dead...
didnt eat medicine, didnt bring tuition or school hw to do...
all i did was assessment... haiz...
so, i didnt do any hw...
feeling SHIT!!!

but at least i talked to shuxuan, jaydee, valerie and smsed rachel today...
they rock!!! seriously!!!
they made me feel better...
I LOVE THEM!!!

-Ashley-


i am back from the doct... cuz of my knee...
haiz... wad's wrong with it?! it has been weeks...
mayb cuz i hav been walking too much in phuket...
den i fell there too... went swimming...
got hit by the luggage cuz of my cousin...
omg... so many things happened...

the doct kept rubbing my leg...
from top to bottom...
but will tat work? who knows?
until my leg stop aching... cant do anything now...
life kinda sucks now...
cant dance, cant run (i can run anyway)...

hav difficulty walking cuz of the bandage...
anyway, nth to do...
but i didnt go for ballet again!
very dead!

changed my blogskin cuz i got nth better to do...

-Ashley-


had been really unlucky these 2 days... once i come back from phuket only, things doesnt seem to be goin the right way... haiz... but, things are destined to happen... you cant help it and you cant expect wad will happen next... i guess?

feeling very down these 2 days... really dunno wad will happen nxt... life is totally unpredictable... many things goin on... ppl around me, most of them are kinda sad... some of them are injured... wad's goin on? i dunno... but it seems tat once i come back, nth seem to be goin the right way...

of i can choose, i would rather not come back... prefer to stay in phuket... at least i wont hav to face all the probs... once again... i hate facing probs... especially when i am alone... i would rather be happy... mayb i am someone tat lik to run away from things... especially unhappy ones... but, i would still hav to face them eventually... so... haiz...

i dun wan to think alr... the more i think, the more i feel sad... themore i am confused... so, i'll jus let nature takes its cause... let things happen naturally... see how i can settle them... sui ji ying bian...

-Ashley-


i am back from phuket! this trip was both a failure and a success... failure as in there were quarrels and ppl being unhappy... success as in on the whole, i guess everyone enjoyed themselves in a way or another... haha... for me, i guess i had kinda alot of fun...

2june:
we went shopping ans sight-seeing today... shopping was kinda tiring but was fun... my cousins and i were playing and talking and laughing... teasing each other and looking at stuff, making fun of them... den we went for lunch... it was kinda horrible... the duck rice tasted lik chinese medicine and i only ate a little... my dad bought another bowl of noodles which taste lik maggie mee... haiz... nth was nice at the foodcourt... but, aunt treat us to ice-cream... at least the ice-cream tasted lik ice-cream... haha...

we went to the great Buddha after lunch... i slept the whole journey... haha... pig... den when i was awake, i saw the Buddha... jus nice, on time... it was very big on a hill... we went up to the hill and the wind was very strong... alot of sand flew into my eyes and mouth when i was talking... i ate kinda alot of sand... but it's alright... as long as my grandpa is happy, eating sand is nth... haha...

we went back to Patong Beach after sight-seeing... walking down the streets of patong beach, feeling the breeze caressing onto my face, the feeling was awesome... i really enjoyed walking... but was kinda tiring... haha...

3rdjune:
today is shuxuan's b'dae... happy birthday to her!!! i was homesick... missing my stuff and the ppl in sin... my grandma, my frenz and many more... feel lik flying back to sin straight...

we went for a swim in the morning den proceeded to the beach after breakfast... i didnt hav the energy to play at the beach so sat down with my aunt under the shade... chat on many things... da dao li... but i kinda learn alot...

shopping was the best part of today's journey! playing and fooling around with my dad... we went carefour and we were playing with the stuff, laughing lik we hav nvr been to carefour before... we were digging for nice rambutans from the box, pulling my dad's shirt here and there... den we walked passed the dog food section...
the conversation between the 5 of us (dad, mum, me, jinghui and kexin):
me: mummy, there's dog food here!
mum: ya, you want some? no, i shld buy you pig food instead!
dad: why pig? ... oh ya, she is a pig!
me: super mean...
(cousins laughing alr)
we went ahead and walked passed shelf which has the dog bowl.
dad: girl, you want? i buy you one (dog bowl)... den you can put all your food and eat from the bowl (lik a dog). you lik purple right?
me: the other 2girls?
dad: i buy for them too!
jinghui: huh?!
kexin: wad the?! we are not dogs!
i was laughing lik a mad person...
we walked and my dad saw sacks of dog food...
dad: you all wan dog food? i buy 1sack back for all of you to eat... but firstly, we gotta buy the small box to try...
kexin & jinghui: huh?! wad?!
we started playin with the box of dog food... my mum saw and she was lik i am bringing 4 children for a holiday instead of 3... super funny...
we bought alot of toothbrush and toothpaste... super funny... den my uncle and dad spent the same amt of momey but my uncle hav 4 to 5 bags and my dad only got a bag... haha...

dinner was a failure... grandpa was unhappy... he wanted to go back to the street hawker which we alr ate there for 2 nights... actually is not me... it's my parents and aunt and uncle... seeing my grandpa kinda sulky face, my spirits deepen too... haiz...

4june:
nth much happened today... quarrelled with my cousin kexin... so ended up, only jinghui and i went to phuket town with dad and uncle... the streets of phuket town was quiet but there was many cars travelling in the roads... as i walked passed the shophouses, i kinda start to reflect... thinking of how fortunate we are to be living in an urban country... with a wide range of technology, transportation and many studying opportunities... there were jobs available for everyone too... unlike phuket, many ppl got to leave their hometown in search for jobs to keep their family alive... they also depend alot on tourists... in terms of food and transportation... imagine if there is no tourists in phuket? how are the ppl gonna live? there were ppl begging on the streets for food too... haiz... very poor thing...

after this trip, i finally understand the meaning of 知足長樂... we are fortunate to be living in sin... so ppl, be happy with wad you hav...

home is still the best!
-Ashley-


haha... i am blogging from the airport... goin phuket for the nxt 3 days... coming back on the 4th... feeling rather bored and tired now... nth to do... there is a limit to using the com... super hirrble... i mean the airport internet service... haiz... nvm... i will go and listen to music, play with my cousin or not play psp after this... haha...

my cousins are playing some super lame games... but it seems tat their time for using the com doesnt seem to be running out... some barbie game is keeping them very occupied... lol... but it's better they play games then to come and ask me to tel them story... if not they will start fiddling with my things... super annoying... haha... but i guess i will hav fun with them for the nxt few days... at least we can bond? but bonding with them is hard... cuz i am the eldest? no choice... gotta let them...

my parents, aunt, uncle and grandpa seem to be gone... dunno where did they go but i hav my cousins with me... anyway, i jus rmb tat i didnt eat dinner for today... who cares? ltr, i sure hav to eat smth... cuz my mum... but still i gotta eat sweets... if not i will faint? haha...

some super annoying children are running around here... den smile at me lik some weirdo... they are weird... haha... but they are children and children are innocent... so cant blame them...

i will miss all my Chung Cheng frenz!!! i am missing them alr... haha... i love you all!!! SAC frenz too!!!
got to go find my parents and eat... hungry... heehee...
-Ashley-