i am back from school... decided to blog... feeling rather down now... due to some reasons... cuz of school? results? class and class? i dunno... but these days, nth seem to be goin the right way... things are changing, time is passing and ppl are changing... haiz...

results are back!!! everything is lik a total disaster... my eng got a C5 which is 57.5... higher chinese managed to get a B4... 62.8... maths is badly done... really bad... B3 only... 68.5... science, 48.5... D7... this is my worst sub... haiz... geog, 63.6... B4... i screwed my geog... history, 86.4... at least i got a A1... lit, i got 69.4... B3... it's 0.6 marks away from A2... ah... art B3, 67... well, it's experted tat my art is so low... so i dun really bother... home econs i got 73 which is A2... kinda ok for me...

haiz... overall i didnt do well... teachers all say i am capable of scoring better results... jus tat i gotta work harder... and study more... study again... i jus kinda hate this word these days... every time, when a result is back my mum will ask me to study and work harder... den she will start nagging and start comtrolling me again... haiz... i hate being controlled... but, as children, shouldnt we be controlled? haiz... it's all planned... it's all fate...

-Ashley-