haiz... higher chinese results are back... and they are back for gd... i am super dead... really felt lik dying... my very first time... feel lik dying cuz of hcl... it's lik the end of the world... i was actually super sad and angry with myself... i studied so hard for hcl and yet, i barely passed...

it's tat wad i wanted? no right? i am very angry with myself... studied so hard and yet, i barely past... almost failed... or mayb i did... i count wrongly? i dunno... but i really feel lik killing myself or dying... wad's the point of studying if i dun get a 70 and above... haiz...

ya, i got 14/20 for situational writing... i lost 3 marks cuz of errors in the boxes... 3 marks!!! if not, it would be a 17?! you noe how much difference?! 17 and 14... haiz... compo 41/70... lost 5 marks cuz of wrong written words... pro right?! if not, it would be a 46?! i am super angry with myself... for paper 2, i got 59/110... even more pro right?! almost failed!!! haiz...

i dunno wad i am gonna do... all i can do now is to work harder for hcl... cuz it's really not easy to pass for hcl... but i am both angry and sad now... haiz...

-Ashley-