i blogging again... but tdy with a diff feeling... i am feeling hurt... not becuz of A*******... another person... actually A******* dun really hurt me... jus mak me angry... D=

ah... u noe, tdy the whole clique was angry with me??? not really angry with me... jus playing only... den is lik alot alot of things was goin on in the clique... involving me n B****... is lik always wanna joke with us jus becuz we r lik hao qi fu...

den u noe, i always treat E********* as a very gd fren... not ordinary de gd fren... very gd fren den u noe wad?! she indirectly called me a fren stealer!!! how can she?! is lik i didnt steal B**** n i am not tis type of person tat will steal frenz... so sad... u noe how sad it can be? but there is really tings tat r personal to me n i cannot share them with the whole clique u understand? is lik no one in the clique understands me... besides S******* n B**** n J****...


i am very confused... with the ppl around me... y did i let them fool??? i am really very silly... i knew tat i cant believe tat person n yet, i did it... n i even gav tat person my e-mail... is lik i am a fool u noe? i really dun understand y tat person must fool me... is lik i also nvr do anythin wrong... ah...

these few days, alot of thing had been flashing back into my mind... u noe i keep on tinking of my tuition... as in last time de... just education, ai de bou le etc... den i so cal miss the frenz who were with me for p4 during chi tuition... is lik now the 4 of us, sometimes, it can be really very boring... jus dun understand y teacher must spilt us... mayb becuz we in higher chi...

all the unhappy things r too flooding into my mind... i am very STRESS!!! is lik PSLE is round the corner n tings r flooding into my mind... i dun understand y ... y must heaven be so unfair to me? is lik ppl had been fooling me, den lotsa unhappy tings flooding into my mind... i really find tat life is totally meaningless. fri is PSLE... i better stop tinking abt all these things alr... jus concentrate on my PSLE n try to score well n do better then A*******... cant type the name out... SRY...

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i jus dun understand y i cannot communicate with my cousins... i mean my dad side de... i jus cant... is lik i dun talk to dem, dun play with dem... we jus cant...

especially Edmund kor... is lik we seldom talk... den he seems angry with me... but i did nth wrong... y must he be angry? i cant recall anythin i did wrong... anyway if he wana get angry with me, i got nth to do... i am the youngest, i got nth to say in the SEAH family...

actually, i love my cousins... family love... they r ppl of my life... they so cal mak the perfect me... but they treat me so cold... attitude wise... so sad...

ah ya... jus dun tink so much alr... jus dun care abt them... i jus needed to concentrate n do well in my PSLE... nth is more impt than my PSLE... i got lots of competitors...

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