some how or rather, my birthday jus ended tis way...... i am really sad...... anyway, jus face reality...... reality some how or rather sucks......

tis year, my luck doesnt seem to be gd...... everyday frenship probs flooding in my mind, kinship probs n lots more...... my fren seem to dun lik a gal...... ah jus dunno wad they wanna......

not jus tat...... lack of slp almost everyday...... tuition hw flooding...... nothing seems to be finishing...... nothing seem to be ending...... everyday, things seem to be piling n u noe wad, my finger hurts alot but i still need to play the piano tis sun...... i will die...... goin to ache even more after i play the piano......

tel u smth, played the recorder today n my finger hurt after that...... wad struggling when playing...... it really hurts...... wanted to tel teacher but i really scared teacher will scold...... i jus hope after tis recorder session, i do not need to play recorder any more but piano, i still hav to tolerate...... if worse come to worst will jus ask my teacher to do jus theory...... but y noe wad, tat time the finger bleeding lik hell she also ask me to play...... anyway lets jus c wad she say loh......

to me, my both hands r equally important cuz i still wanna to play my piano...... jus hope x-ray come out dun nid to do anythin to my hand..... i am scared n worried...... jus hoped there's someone to share my sorrow......