ah... today is 29th feb... it's leap day... imagine...

if u r born on leap day, u can only celebrate ur b'dae 4 years once... so poor thing... tis shows tat u only grow 4 years once... haha... not insulting ppl who born on 29th feb buh he or she is really poor thing... after today the he or she who born on leap day will hav to wait another 4 years after he or she can get another present again... pity tat person... but is there really a person who born on leap day? until now, i still dun hav a fren who is born on leap day...

ah... thinking abt tat, i hav to wait for another 4 more years b4 there is another leap day... actually having leap day is quite fun cuz feb is longer... without leap day, feb has only 28 days... so sad... i lik feb cuz there is alot of ppl b'dae... n me... feb, in a sense is my lucky month...

one more thing, feb is ending soon after tis day... tis shows tat exams r round the corner... tis is going to be a busy year for me... with lots n lots of exams... the MAJOR ONE normal SA n MOCK n jus normal class teat which i considered it as exam... i am goin to die tis year... it seems tat all the exams r flooding... dying...


my cousinz mak the perfect me......

to me, my cousinz r lik the sun shining on the flower accompany it's growth......
my cousinz r lik the petals tat made up a flower......

without my cousinz, i really dunno how is life goin to go on......
my cousinz jus simply made the perfect me!!!
they accompany my grow the through all the years since the day i was born...... i am really grateful n thankful to all my cousinz who had accompany me through the years...... they r always cheerful n lots more...... they always help me with my work, chat with me......

to me, they r lik me real kor kor jie jie...... they went with me through thick n thin...... comforted me when i am drown with sorrows, play with me when i am happy......

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS: KORKOR JIEJIE, I LOVE ALL OF U!!!

My wonderful cousins:

Jian Hong
Jia Fen
Jia Hui
Jian Chong
Jian Xiang
Jian Xin
Jian Long
Sheng Jie
Xiong Jie
JiaJia (me)
Su Yun
Su Lin
Wen Bing
Yeh Ling
Lee Ling
Ian
Shane

i think there's still more but i dunno their names...... haha......


some how or rather, my birthday jus ended tis way...... i am really sad...... anyway, jus face reality...... reality some how or rather sucks......

tis year, my luck doesnt seem to be gd...... everyday frenship probs flooding in my mind, kinship probs n lots more...... my fren seem to dun lik a gal...... ah jus dunno wad they wanna......

not jus tat...... lack of slp almost everyday...... tuition hw flooding...... nothing seems to be finishing...... nothing seem to be ending...... everyday, things seem to be piling n u noe wad, my finger hurts alot but i still need to play the piano tis sun...... i will die...... goin to ache even more after i play the piano......

tel u smth, played the recorder today n my finger hurt after that...... wad struggling when playing...... it really hurts...... wanted to tel teacher but i really scared teacher will scold...... i jus hope after tis recorder session, i do not need to play recorder any more but piano, i still hav to tolerate...... if worse come to worst will jus ask my teacher to do jus theory...... but y noe wad, tat time the finger bleeding lik hell she also ask me to play...... anyway lets jus c wad she say loh......

to me, my both hands r equally important cuz i still wanna to play my piano...... jus hope x-ray come out dun nid to do anythin to my hand..... i am scared n worried...... jus hoped there's someone to share my sorrow......


went to 2 ppl hse today...... enjoyed it...... but the tormenting thing is tat i did an exam paper...... so bad......

another thing is went to my cousinz hse saw all my family members again...... so happy...... i love CNY cuz we will meet on chu ya, chu er...... my cousinz r all talented...... they can really sing well...... cuz they were all singing karaoke n they voice r real powerful...... they r totally not lik the 'choir' teacher...... anyway i think our SEAH ppl vocal r all quite gd......

we also lao yu sheng...... my cousin was eplaining the terms to an australian fren of one of my kor den he's such a joker...... he speak in eng den as usual nian nian you yu etc...... ppl were lik saying tat whether my kor fren understand loh...... not insulting my kor tat explaint but he already tried his best......


after reunion, i still think tat my kinship with my cousinz r still very bad...... we still dun communicate with each other often...... i really think it's very funny...... my other cousinz can communicate well with each other but not me......

let me tel u, i got a cousin whom i never really talk to u noe..... it's lik totally never talk to him...... den sometimes i cal him kor kor, he also dun ans me...... i dunno whether is he never hear or dun even bother abt me...... i dunno...... he only care abt the other cousinz but not me..... he does tis to me every CNY n family gathering...... den he talks to everyone but not me, he makes me feel very extra n left out...... i dunno wad to say...... wads the matter with him? i dunno whether the prob lies in me or him u noe...... i remember got once i did smth wrong n made him angry but tis matter happened long time ago n he should already let the matter rest...... but i might not noe is there still any other probs...... maybe he find me childush, wilful but i'm not tat type of ppl...... i really wanna to noe wads the prob between us n solve it...... there's jus a knot in our kinship...... smth isn't right...... i really hope it's only for now n it will end as soon as i grow older n i really hope to patch up our kinship...... i really wanna to solve the prob between us but i dun hav the courage to do so...... i really hope i got someone to talk to but i dun hav one...... jus hope kor will treat me lik how he treat my other kor kor jie jie......

i had been thinking abt tis matter for a very long time...... whenever i c him, i will always think of how he treats me...... i dunno wad happened......anyway i will jus hav to wait until he really treats me as his cousin......