i survived!!! however no one really spent time talking to me but i when i c my cousins, i am already happy...... anyway it's jus a couple of hours y can't survive?

at least got ppl talk to me...... 1 or 2...... but still jiejie is the best...... she is not lik the kor kor so dun even talk to me.....

some of the jiejie talk to me but it's jus a short while but i dun mind...... at leat better than some of the kor kors...... dun even talk to me...... i jus dun understand y...... sometimes, i also dunno whether they treat me as their cousin anot...... nvm..... let's not talk about sad things......

everything went out smoothly at the gathering...... ppl still talk, eat n fool around...... ah ya but now a days much more quiet liao...... last time, my cousins r usually very noisy...... they talk very loudly n lov to fool around...... but now they dun...... maybe they r starting to be more mature liao or maybe they r pondering about things...... ah jus dunno y......

my eldest cousin jianhong say becuz now a days is children cook for adults to eat so got no time to fool around...... but i dunno whether is he telling the truth but i think i can trust him...... i jus hope this coldness wont last long......

however they dun really talk to me, i dun really hate them...... i noe they got nothing to say to me so i never blame them or anything...... so they dun need to feel guilty...... i jus wan them to noe if they need help, they can come n look for me n i will help them...... not school work but frenships or relationships probs cuz i had so called been through alot of them......

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