it seemed tat every monday, i die die also will get scolding one...... last mon, dunno for wad dem reason, i got scolding...... it's also not my fault...... it's my dad who does it also not me...... but i still got scolding for no reason...... she jus scold me u noe...... jus becuz my dad smoked in the house...... is it a big big mistake? nothing much rite? it's jus smoking but she jus wan to mak a small matter into a fuss...... ah she's jus lik tat......

today, jus becuz of my attitude...... it's lik there is jus nothing much about my attitude...... jus abit bao zhao n fussy sometimes...... i jus dun understand y people does not understand me...... i am the only child n it's real boring at times......

no one understand how i feel...... not even my parents...... they think tat my attitude is dem bad but it's not true...... it's jus tat i wanna so more attention...... not jus tat, my cousins also dun care n bother about me...... they think i am spoilt n jus does not lik me...... they also think tat i am very inmature n wad i think is very wilful...... jus hope 1 day they could put themselves into my shoes n think...... being the only child is not as easy as they think...... if parents gat angry, i am the only one baring it...... if i hav a bro or sis, won't tat be gd? at least someone to share my grief...... ah jus hope one day my wish can be fulfiled...... but it will never happen......